Hello beautiful people,
As some of you may have already read (if you have checked out my NEWS page) that tomorrow night is ‘the’ night for taking that all mighty leap of faith into purpose via the public arena. Starting this blog seems like such small fry now when I think of SBS beaming Insight into thousands upon thousands of homes – nationally, that tune into watch the program.
Surprisingly the butterflies are at bay for the most part and only present themselves at very minor intervals, like when my mum rang to tell me she had seen a promo for the show with me saying something along the lines of ‘I had discovered that my husband was having sexual relations with men’ that without even realizing that I was speaking heard the words ‘Oh Shit’ coming out of my mouth! In that split second the realization of what was coming, what I had done, could have easily had me spiraling into waves upon waves of angst and worry and given me terrible brain pain from trying to figure out how I could stop this show going to air.
Fortunately though in what felt like only another split second a wash of clarity and peace filled me with such an honor and privilege as I remembered that this is my true path on my journey to being a difference maker that it melted any angst or fear that wanted to prevent me from sharing my story with you. That in its self is a major accomplishment and acknowledgment of how far I have travelled to reach this place in my life that isn’t all about me!
I have had a life altering experience that has changed the way I view relationships, sex, sexuality and people so much that to hold onto everything that I have seen, heard, lived, learned etcetera would be incredibly selfish of me to do so.
Enjoy they show.
Love and hugs,
‘practice what you passion’®